April, 2012 still growing!


God reminds me over and over gain “Do not be anxious about anything,” Philippians 4:6.  This is not easy for me.  I’m a “get it done” kind of person yet God has me on this path that I know nothing about.  I am forced to wait and see what the next step is.  I’m learning the value of having to rely on him.  He’s got me in a place of peace and calmness in being content to listen and wait.  It’s absolutely amazing!  So completely not me but so completely Him.  Easter has come and gone and still no launch in sight but it’s okay because I know without a doubt God is in control and if He wants to move this project forward he will.  I’m doing all I can and He will do the rest.  Illustrations are progressing forward, the website is complete, social media sites are built.  The next step is funding.  Let’s see how God helps me with that one.  I chuckle because I am in no position to solve this one on my own.  This whole project is so much more than I ever imagined it would be.  I’m reminded of Ephesians 3:30, Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work with us,”   This is for sure me, I have done more than I could have ever imagined and I know that it is because of what He has done through me. I love being His vessel.  It is well worth the wait.  Today I am thinking this is exactly where God wants me to be.  I am on target!

To back up a bit… my biggest obstacle at present is funding this project.  Several months ago my oldest son told me about Kickstarter and I checked it out but didn’t really feel a pull to it.  It was interesting but didn’t feel it was right for some reason.  Well, today, I got the pull and a whole different vibe.  I logged on to, went straight to most funded projects in publishing and was horrified to discover that the 2nd most funded project was that of a book being written by an atheist.  The energy level in me swelled up as the hair rose on my arms and in that moment I knew God brought me to this site on this day for a reason.  Game on, God is way bigger than anything and He gave me the nerve to put it to the test. 

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